Wednesday, November 01, 2006 @4:18 AM
Oh gracious. I need a new obsession. And QUICK. This one has caused me little happiness and much grief. The best way to put it would be a quote from Zhihua: "Admiring will only make you sadder." Sigh. Oh dear. I swore before not to do angsty posts, but it seems like I'll have to break my promise.
I think I prefer having fictional characters as obsessions. Or perhaps those big stars like actors and singers. That's cos with such characters, you can easily declare them as yours, e.g. Kaka's mine! (quoted from Zhixin). And well, the title of my blog says pretty much too. :D Yep. I'm the self-professed Mrs Jack Merridew, and no-one can exactly contradict that, cos he's not a real-life person. :D
But with real-life people! Argh. All you can do is admire from afar, and obviously you can't declare them yours unless it's true. And it gives you such a sad feeling too. :( The worst part is, you can't forget them! Anyone has tips? Here's a first-timer who has no idea how to forget real-life obsessions. Hmm. Perhaps second-timer. But the first time wasn't so strong. That was forgotten easily. But this doesn't seem to be able to be forgotten easily. Oh well. Perhaps it will, some day. After all, what was that super-cliched saying? "There's many more fish in the sea." I suppose it IS true, after all. It has to exist for a reason.
Oh dear. I can't even make sense of what I'm saying. Nevermind.
So anyone out there can offer me tips?
I wanna forget.
Forget.